Archive for April, 2007

So I wanna be a prof…

Posted in future, school on April 8, 2007 by Bathsheba

I have the sudden urge to watch History of the World: Part I. Not sure why, but I guess it’s always nice to have a good laugh, especially after an exhaustive day at the Classics Colloquium. I was up at 7:15 this morning getting things finished up and polished. I didn’t sleep well last night, so it was a little tough. But I did get everything done and was prepared for my 11:30 time slot. All of the presentations today were interesting and I’m glad I stayed around for the ones that followed mine. I’m also pleased that many more people signed up for it this year. Last year of course there were only four of us; but this year, there were eleven. A huge improvement! Congrats to everyone!

Anyway though, presenting again this year has made me think about my future career plans more. I have a general idea of what I would like to do, but I don’t always find myself thoroughly content with it. I mean, with a doctorate in Classical Studies, I could expect to be teaching, preferably in a college setting. But then again, I suppose beggars can’t be choosers in the world of employment. I would be inclined to refuse high school level positions, teaching Latin, Roman history or otherwise. But if that had to be a starting point for a few years, I guess I could suffer it. Not happily, but alas. But I often think about being a professor as a career. It seems both exhilarating and daunting as hell, given what my own Classics profs have to deal with in their classes. But one thing always comes through strong: they are having FUN, on a daily basis. I can tell that they love their subject matter, as I do, and with that in mind I think I could just pull off the teaching gig after all.

If there’s one aspect of the Colloquium that I appreciate the most, it’s that it preps me for my future plans. It gives me that chance to lecture in front of an academic audience, face tough questions and defend my theories. I’m already doing independent research, so I suppose I’m well on my way. In that respect, the Colloquium is a godsend.

Wedding, Latin

Posted in family, school on April 3, 2007 by Bathsheba

So my cousin is going to be married sometime in Fall of 2008. I guess I’m just surprised that any of us grandchildren are getting married. We all seemed, for so long, to be averse to the very idea of it. But it’s good news, I guess. Just quite unexpected. It already was incredibly surreal back at Christmas when she and her fiance announced their engagement. And while I’m happy for them, it’ll take some getting used to. Might I even be an aunt within the next few years? Now that would be strange. I wouldn’t bet on it though, given how career-minded both of them are. I can’t see them throwing kids into the mix. They’d be a serious impediment.

Turning to school now, this Latin exam tomorrow has got me tied up in knots. All I can think about is how insanely difficult it will probably be, despite how much I’ve been studying already. I have this terrible habit of expecting the worst in that class, and for good reason. Believe it or not, I’m trying to remain mostly optimistic, telling myself that even if I screw up some parts of it, I can still do relatively well. I will go back to studying madly again very soon, and I hope that more of this stuff begins to click as I go.

I am excited about the Colloquium on Saturday. I’m looking forward to presenting my research in a more professional setting. The pressure to speak well and present well is of course there, but it’s welcome pressure. I just hope I can polish my Powerpoint presentation sufficiently enough before then, so maybe I have a shot at winning the ‘best presentation’ prize. It will also be nice to see everyone else’s lectures, especially since there were only four of us last year. Ten or eleven is certainly an improvement.